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4th October, 2024

Friday Poem – ‘Golden Shovel: After Iris Murdoch’ by Katrina Naomi

Photo of the golden sky over a foamy sea

This week’s Friday Poem is ‘Golden Shovel: After Iris Murdoch’ by Katrina Naomi from her collection Battery Rocks in honour of it having been Highly Commended by the Forward Prizes and featured in the Forward Book of Poetry 2025.

Golden Shovel: After Iris Murdoch
The sea is something that happens to you. An mor. An mor. This
is what I’ve learned as I rush each morning
like a penitent – diarghen – before a decent shrine. I
cannot – ha ny vynnav vy – help myself. I know this is simply
stated – forgive me – words mean so little since I dived
head and heart into
high tide, every pore, every follicle, alert. It goes deep
this affair. They say I was dunked in the water
at three days old. I’ve never dried myself off
never wanted terra firma – the
sensible, the understood. That isn’t living. The sea rocks
me awake, like sex; good sex, is the nearest
to swimming on a chill, bright day, out to
the far west – further. An mor. You’ll say I’m bragging but this is the
place to swim – to be freed, away from the house
– its reminders of being settled, where
you find all the oughts and shoulds, those horrid visitors. They
– their commanding voices – can’t be heard as I descend
into lanow, its bleak welcome, its byrla, one I almost
understand, am warmed by, despite its sheer
fall into nothingness out past the rocks. Yet
this neuvya – this swimming – still terrifies with
the light unable to filter through the folds
of cold, into the deep of under, how it blends, forms, reforms. And
darkness gathers like a shoal; where ledges
of granite glitter-shout. They are enough
to stop me sirening up, to
the known – aswonnys. Who wouldn’t make
every effort to stay? Yes, this is an obsession, a
glorious reacquaintance – kales – precarious
at best. I plunge from the rough-cut stairway
Kernewek (Cornish) words: an mor – the sea; diarghen – penitent or barefoot;
ha ny vynnav vy – and I don’t want to; lanow – a rising tide; byrla – embrace;
neuvya – to swim; aswonnys – known; kales – difficult.